hey

this is a note to myself

it's been like four almost five years since i posted anything on this blog, but out of some weird burst of nostalgia i decided to go on it again

it's easy to be harsh on my past self; i was clearly dealing with a lot of personal issues and i blew off steam by being boy-crazy and overemotional and overenthustiastic, and this comes off as really annoying nowadays. but it was the only way i could express myself and try to put myself out in the world.. i didn't know how else to find who i was and what's contained on this blog is a small portion of my trial and error process

im older now but im still not all grown up, so i dont want to sound like the foremost authority on my own life just yet. but i've found a little peace at least and i'm leaving this note for myself for the next time i want to take a trip down memory lane. think of this as a time capsule

hey, taz, youre doing alright

i'm in college now, it's my second year. i have friends and i have interests and i try to be more healthy about them than i used to be lmao. im also a lesbian. i was a lesbian when i was making all these blog posts and it would have saved me so much heartache and so many self-esteem issues and so much self-loathing if i'd known that a little earlier but alas and anyway here we are now. i have a girlfriend and i love her and she loves me and i'm a little better than i used to be. i sort of have my own self-worth that doesnt depend entirely on outside approval lol

i cringed reading a lot of these posts obviously because. yikes. but i remember how lonely i felt at the time and i want to say sorry to my younger self and i want to say that i wish i could have been gentler with her. i know that i haven't actually been through anything traumatic and my life has been comparatively very wonderful and easy but there's still this running theme of me being very unhappy with myself and it started when i was pretty young and im still dealing with it even if it's not like a "real" problem it's how i feel, and i want to tell the taz who wrote these posts that she ends up pretty okay in a couple years. get a short haircut you'll be fine

im laughing this will sound so melodramatic to whichever next version of me reads this post in 4 years or whenever..... YOU END UP OKAY...... BE GENTLE WITH YOURSELF...... I WAS COMING FROM A PLACE OF PROFOUND LONELINESS....... get over yrself lmao but still tbh i just wanna say sorry to myself for hating myself so much, thats not quite gone but it ebbs and flows and i'll get there

oh! i ended up dating 'sally', in my sophomore year of high school. it lasted about two months and we never did anything beyond holding hands and going to some movies. i felt ill whenever he looked at me though because i, am a lesbian,

i got my first girlfriend in junior year and the rest is history... oh also i want to say sorry to all the women i was really really horrible to in these blog posts. i didnt know what i was doing and even though the patriarchy really got to my head, yall deserve better, and i hope youre all still being great and doing your own thing

anyway, enough of this melodramatic nonsense, i have psycholinguistics papers to read. see you in a few years hope youre still doing okay! be nice to nice

OKAY SORRY

I promise I'm not dead.
Yeah, yeah. I got ungrounded.
Like, um, ages ago.
And I doubt that anyone actually READS this garbage that I post on here, but if you are one of those lovely people, not only do I love you, but also I apologize.
I have been ungrounded for a few weeks now, but I've been busy.
What have you been busy with, Roonil?
Tumblr, mostly [clicky the linky and go to mah tumblah]. ALSO ALSO ALSO
THIS IS
SUPER IMPORTANT
I'm now a part of a collaboration blog with six other girls.
GO TO IT YES
Because I will advertise for it ALWAZ.
HERE IS LINKY
CLICKY CLICKY ON IT
DOOOOO IIIIITTTT YES
I post on Tuesdays. So you should go look at that tomorrow.
What's been up in your life, Roonil?
Welp.
Here's a synopsis:
-Owly was Person
-he knew the whole time
-ack how embarrassing
-ackackackackack
-Chase
-Chase
-Chase
-omg yes i like him lots
-I asked him to the symphony AS FRIENDS GUYS but he couldn't go
-but we've been textin'
-my mom's car got broken into and my backpack and stuff was stolen; goodbye iPod and Kindle and school things from past month and a half
-I BECAME OBSESSED WITH
SUPERNATURAL
OMG YES
LOVELOVELOVE
YES ADORE
ALWAYS
SUPERNATURAL
YESYES
destiel
yes
otp
alwazzzzzz
-I BECAME OBSESSED WITH
TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB
-and, um, tumblr obviously
-I recorded the rest of my EP-- that happened over Spring Break-- and it's all done and stuff
-uh
-school
-i guess
Wow. Roonil. So much happens in your life.
I know, man.
*needs to stop interviewing self*
Anyway.
I promise I'll try my very hardest to write more on this thing. But it's haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard. And takes aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages.
BUT
IF YOU STILL WANT MOAR OF MY trademark zany style
HEAD ON OVER TO 456sevenup.wordpress.com
DO IT YES OR I WILL HATE YOU
no i wont but seriously
please do
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease
Anyway!
I love all my darlin' blog folks.
And so, we part.
I shall maybe return.
Maybe.
maaaaaaaaaaybe
BUT UNTIL THEN
GO TO THE COLLABLOG
DO IT YES
[456sevenup.wordpress.com]
DO IT
a point

also i'm running out of chapstick

boo

DON'T BURY ME YET

Because, as you can see, I'm not fully dead yet. I'm just in California and a free spirit and I DO WHAT I WANT.
BEFORE I GO ON, I would very much like you lovely blog people to go clicky clicky! at this song I wrote. It's a trock song (Time Lord rock), entitled "Spoilers (Melody's Song)" and listening to it will give you warm Whovian fuzzies. I wrote it all by myself and recorded it all by myself and mixed it all by myself in GarageBand *shameless product plug*. All of the things are mine. Except, like, the TARDIS noise.
*and now for self-flattery* If you want to use it anywhere HAHAHAOHGODWHYWOULDYOUDOTHAT ask my permission first and credit me. OKAY YES I KNOW I'M BEING STUPID AND NO ONE WILL USE THIS BUT STILL A GIRL CAN DREAM RIGHT
pa ha i'm such a self-advertising *****
but seriously listen to the song it means a lot to me
Okay, I've been dead on here for more than a month, and Here is The Reason!
I'm grounded [still].
*interview with myself*
Why are you grounded, Roonil?
I'm grounded because of my grades.
What were your grades, Roonil?
I got a few Bs on some of my exams last semester.
Bs? WHAT? That's not a bad grade!
It apparently is for me, according to my mother. (She's right. A B is a bad grade.)
How are you supposed to get un-grounded?
By getting a 96 or higher in all of my classes.
A 96?!
A 96.
B-but---
I know.
Do you not have said grade?
I'm SO close. Like last week ALL my classes were 96+, except for Biology. Last day before Spring Break, STUPID ENGLISH HAPPENED JUST AS MY BIOLOGY GRADE ROSE TO A 100. Now I have an 81 in English for some badly done grammar worksheets and my life is in hell AND in a handbasket. Already.
WOW. How long are you grounded for, you poor thing?
Erm, just until my grades fix themselves.
...what does being "grounded" mean for you anyway?
No Internet. No iTouch. No texting, really. No phone in general [except with which to call my father/family]. No going out with friends (like, you know, Dome of Secrets etc.). And so on and so on.
But what about Glee/SMASH/Raising Hope/New Girl?
Those are Shows The Family Watches and I am allowed to watch them.
COME BACK WE MISS YOU
Who am I kidding? Like no one reads this thing except Ellie and Katherine and Owly sometimes
Anyway, yeah. */interview with self*
#I'mNotCrazy
Anyway.
So! I'm in California! Spring Break! Whee!
We're going to Lake Tahoe this coming weekend to celebrate SNOW.
What have I been up to?

• watching 2 episodes of Doctor Who that I refused to watch earlier
• eating
• sleeping
• recording my song thing
• ooh a bulleted list how fancy
• texting (OMG WATCH OUT GUYS)
• haha it's awkward because my mom will probably read this
• traveling San Francisco
• thinking about Supernatural (WHICH IS A REALLY violent GOOD SHOW)
• hanging with Melanie and Alissa
• hanging with my good friend Bori whom I have not seen since like 4th grade wow
• WHALE-WATCHING except that failed and we didn't see any
• erm, musical things (things that have to do with music, not actual My Fair Lady etc. musicals)
• MAKING A BIRTHDAY PRESENT four months in advance FOR OWLY
• ha i totally almost wrote what it was but remembered that he'll probably read this
• obsessing over Sexy Chase/Chammy

And, of course, obsessing over the mysterious Person.
There's this guy...
We're friends...
I'm not going to write who he is, because it's an SEKRIT. Only Ellie From Chicago, Katherine And Sarah Grace From KoolBeenz High, and Melanie And Alissa From California know his identity.
I will probably never tell anyone else.
ESPECIALLY not him. Ack. No.
Anyway. Back to less complicated topics.
OH AND ALSO I AM OVER SALLY
YES I AM OVER SALAMANDER MCARTSY FOR FOREVER
YES OFFICIALLY
LIKE REALLY REALLY
5EVR
REALLY
OFFICIALLY
FO SHO
Anywaze. Yeah. I'm a STRONG and INDEPENDENT woman.
Basically, here's what happened:
It was Pegasus's birthday. So he, his girlfriend (now his ex. That didn't last very long, which is sad, because she's one of my really good friends-- let's call her Flowers-- and she really likes him and stuff, still), Umbrella, Appletree, Ginger, and Sally and I all went to dinner at some place.
And, you know, the first few minutes where we sat next to each other at dinner and he side-hugged me (because we were both sitting down) it was nice.
And then I looked at him
and i
felt
nothing.
So yeah. That's the end of that story. I hope we still stay friends, because he is a really great guy and we have a lot in common and stuff. But yeah.
HOWEVER
HE IS KIND OF A JERKFACE
BECAUSE AT DINNER
UMBRELLA WAS LIKE "OH, YOU AND ROONIL SHOULD GO OUT"
(oh and also, Auburn broke up with him [!!] but now they're back together, whatever)
AND HE WAS LIKE
"YEAH
I'LL DATE HER
EVENTUALLY"
there are just no words for my anger
i mean what a jerk
it's like he has a list of girls he plans to date
what a jerk wow
ANYWAY. On to more pleasant topics.
(Also, FYI, I've decided that if he asks me out I'll
I'll
I'LL SAY NO because I am a STRONG and INDEPENDENT WOMAN)
SEXY CHASE!!
aka Chammy
Welp, the thing with him is that he's like the most perfect-looking person I have ever had the [mis]fortune to encounter.
SCALE OF MALE ATTRACTIVENESS IN MY WORLD:
0-- Robert Pattinson
1-- Nicolas Cage
2-- Steven Tyler
3-- That Guy Playing Gale In The Hunger Games (GUYS HE IS UGLY)
4-- Daniel Radcliffe
5-- Darren Criss And The Other Attractive StarKids
6-- Sebastian On Glee [and also maybe Person]
7-- Jake Gyllenhaal
8-- Andrew Garfield
9-- David Tennant
10-- SEAN BIGGERSTAFF (Oliver Wood)
So previously, Sean Biggerstaff was the Paragon Of Male Attractiveness In RoonilWorld.
UPDATED LIST:
9-- David Tennant
10-- Sean Biggerstaff
125137865876873608917697687326978697657825-- Sexy Chase.
So yeah.
Erm, let's leave out annoying, embarrassing details like the fact that there is NOTHING about the way he looks that does not appeal to me and move on.
Well, the problem with him is that a) he's too attractive and it's a problem and b) he still ignores me.
*leaves out list of times when he didn't ignore me, like Valentine's Forever Alone Day*
I'd LOVE to be friends with him, really, I would especially now that he's single but he just doesn't seem to want the same thing.
Anyway, I have decided to give up on him and just lust after admire him from afar.
OH YES DID I MENTION THAT HE WAS SINGLE
yes you did
BUT HE IS
YES HE BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND
um, roonil, he broke up with her on facebook
HOW ROMANTIC
what
no
you're stupid
go die in a hole
ANYWAY
Yeah. That is a thing that happened.
So yeah. That is a pretty wackily accurate description of my love life.
hahaha what love life
ANYWAY
What else have I been up to?
Well, I met up with Melanie and Alissa and that was LOADS of fun and we watched a movie entitled Remember the Daze which was about the last day of junior year of high school DRUGS. IT WAS ABOUT DRUGS. NO ONE DIDN'T SMOKE OR TAKE SOMETHING IN THAT FILM IT WAS RIDICULOUS. IT WAS JUST AN AD FOR DRUGS THAT WAS AN HOUR AND A HALF LONG.
And we ate pizza and gossipped and I told them of Sexy Chase and Person and they told me of their school friends and their lives and it was wonderful.
THEN YESTERDAY
I hung out with my excellent friend Bori From My Old Old Old School and we reminisced and she told me of the various fates of our classmates after I left that school and we discussed many other things and it was wonderful.
WE'RE GOING TO BE PEN PALS! So now I will have TWO (Ellie and I are also pen pals). HOW WACKY. REAL LETTERS AND EVERYTHING.
wow
my fingers hurt
i forgot how long it took me to blog
wooooooooooooooooowwwwwww
oooooooowwwwww D:
ANYWAY
Lovely blog folk, I am afraid that once I return to the Land Of Dallas my grounding must recommence and I may be dead for a while again before I can blog once more.
I hope you aren't too confused by my life now.
Anyway, this week I plan to record the rest of the songs that I have (I have 3 more. 1 ballad and 2 VERY silly ones) and sleep and read and watch the 2 End Of Time episodes (OH GOD AM I READY FOR SEEING TEN REGENERATE INTO ELEVEN OHGODOHGOD AM I MAKING A MISTAKE) and do cool things.
So yeah!
Back into the land of shadows I go.
With a new bio thing and new title OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG yeah and new background and wow everything is just so different now ha
I love blogging. I really do.
Anyway.
a point
UPDATED: I changed the title back because I missed the normalcy too much. Ha. It's funny because I'm a loser.

JUST KILL ME PLEASE OH GOD I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE

Yeah. I watched Reichenbach.
The emotional trauma I went through cannot be described.
(For those of you who are wondering, Reichenbach is "The Reichenbach Fall," S2E3 of Sherlock. Emotional trauma.
EMOTIONAL TRAUMA)
I don't think I've ever cried this hard over a fictional thing in my life. Mostly, when I cry at Doctor Who and books and other movies and plays and stuff it's silent crying. Me at the last twenty minutes of Reichenbach=FULL-OUT SOBBING AND IT WAS LOUD AND MESSY AND UGLY
Caps-lock and tears aside, it was one of the best pieces of television I've ever seen.
anyway
i somehow don't think that's why I was blogging
YOU KNOW WHAT
IT IS WHY I AM BLOGGING
at least partially
Oh, and I have an OTP to add to my list. A couple, actually.
I started watching Firefly (OMG <3) and am now about to watch episode 9. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT and I've been thinking about it, li3k, awl da tiem. For those of you who don't know, Firefly is a show from 2002 that was canceled after one season. It takes place in the 26th century (2517, to be exact) and is split between cool high-tech things and the Wild West. It's classified as a space western, but that makes it sound like Cowboys Vs. Aliens and blah. It's about the crew of the good ship Serenity and how they live in spaaaaaaaace. (ALSO OMG INSTEAD OF SWEARING THEY SWEAR IN CHINESE)
So I love it.
aaaaaanywaze
Back to my OTP list.
Sherlock Holmes/John Watson (BBC Sherlock)-- OMG DOES THIS NEED EXPLAINING
NO
NO IT DOESN'T NEED EXPLAINING
And then Simon/Kaylee from Firefly but I'm not going to explain that one because no one cares.
ilushgkumhgskjhymkiujm
Okay, now back to reality.
OMG GUISE PAINTDOKTAHWHO ACCEPTED ONE OF MY CREATIONS
Here's a link: http://paintdoktahwho.tumblr.com/post/16200366720/from-teh-gurl-who-weighted
Yeah. I made this. I also made two more (or three more lol i lost count) that they have yet to accept.
SO THIS MADE ME HAPPY
IT ALSO HAS LIKE 85 NOTES ALREADY
OMG GUISE 85 PEOPLE LIKE MY WORK ENOUGH TO REBLOG IT OR LIKE IT
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
And nothing is better about Sherlock, by the way. I'm done crying for now but IT STILL HURTS LIKE A PINEAPPLE.
ALSO
YESTERDAY WAS THE BIRTHDAY OF THE DARLING, DARLING RICHARD HENRY LEE
I had a party with my imaginary friends to celebrate his 280th. Yay.
Wasn't I going to return to reality?
Yep.
So this past weekend my father and my stepmumther kidnapped me and took me to hell took me on a lovely trip to Austin (I WAS JOKING OKAY I HAD A LOVELY TIME). Like, we ate at a pizza place called "HOME SLICE PIZZA." And nearby there was a restaurant with a sign that said "I LOVE HAPPY BACON."
I think I'm going to change the tagline on my blog to that.
I LOVE HAPPY BACON.
I GOT A SEWING MACHINE
GUISE GUISE ARE YOU LISTENING I GOT A SEWING MACHINE
UFGYBJUHFCKHBLGYGSKBIUGSJIKGHKUHJ
StepMumther and I made a hooded scarf. It's quite brilliant. I'm VERY excited.
Erm, we took a segway tour, which was excellent. I rather extremely want a segway.
AND THEN once I buy the Doctor's coat and a segway, I will ride the segway whilst wearing the coat and the coat will fan out behind me and the world will bow down.
ALSO
THIS IS THE CAR I WANT WHEN I GROW UP

IT IS A PICTURE OF LOVELINESS IS IT NOT
The door opens out to the front. I love this car with a passion.
(VELAM Isetta Microcar, in case anyone wants to buy it for me.)
So, the new semester started on Wednesday.
New classes, including an intro-to-tech-theatre class in which I will saw my arm off and end up with a nail through my brain.
Haven't heard from Sally in three or four days.
There's a new guy at school.
Sophomore.
Theatre.
Straight.
Whovian.
Brony.
Sherlockian.
Introduced me to Firefly.
Educated. Very educated.
Complimented my name.
Extremely attractive.
BUT
You know. You know how this works.
First of all, seeing as how he is male, straight, and attractive, every single girl in this school is flocking at him. The popular ones, mainly.
Second, he's ignoring me.
First day-- he's in my first period. Great. We befriend and chatter about cool nerdy things.
Second day-- he's in my other first period. Great. We chatter about more cool nerdy things.
Second half of second day-- ignores me. Completely.
Third day-- talks directly to me once in the hour and a half long class that we have together. Smiles at me in the hallway-- although he may not have been smiling at me, someone he knows was walking in front of me. If we're standing in the same group of friends, he looks at and talks to everyone BUT me.
jkhgkhjmskghjkjh
And just when I thought I could start getting over Salamander.
I won't be going to the Winter Ball.
Yeah. But you know that already. And, of course, New Boy From Indiana shows up-- Ellie and I have nicknamed him Chameleon, Chammy for short-- and I'm all like SQUEE YAY A VERY ATTRACTIVE VERY NICE NEW BOY WHO IS COOL AND NERDY AND OMG WE CAN BE FRIENDS AND WE CAN GO TO THE WINTER BALL TOGETHER and now he's absolutely ignoring me.
Welp.
I guess for now I'm going to go into a state of nun-hood. Kind of. Considering I'm an atheist, that may be hard, as mah frand Saarg Rice, a.k.a. Pangolin, pointed out.
By "state of nun-hood", I mean I will attempt to detach myself from all romantic feelings for as long as I need to before I feel better. That's what I mean. It'll be easy.
Anyway.
At school, we've started Shakespeare in English class but of course we're absolutely massacring his beautiful work by analyzing sonnets and having them read by people who can't read at all and misinterpreting words and gah why can't people show some RESPECT?
Angry. Sorry.
Also, my grandmother is moving out soon. We're starting moving her stuff to the assisted-living place today.
Hmm.
This has been an absolutely MONSTER post.
BUT WAIT
THERE'S MOAR
Buckets of thanks to dearest Pangolin/Saarg Rice who has been helping me out with the villianous males in my life. I hope she is very happy with her husband and their seventeen children ;D
There you go. I mentioned you.
She's also asked me to write her life story in my "trademark ZANY style" which I will attempt to do, I promise.
I've also had a nice idea for a book. I'm not going to tell you what it is because if it doesn't work out I'll re-read this post and make myself feel guilty and bad.
But I'll try to make it work out.
OKAY I REALLY DO THINK I'M DONE NOW--
Nope. Chuck Testa.
I added my Twitter gadget back to the sidebar and took off my fanfiction link. There you go.
OKAY THAT'S REALLY IT.
a point
thank you for reading this post, darlings

*lololol what a clever title has been inserted here oh look it is also a Doctor Who reference it is so clever and silly*

Sometimes I lie in bed when I can't sleep and I plan out my next blog post's title. They're all super great but I never remember them.
Anyway
That is NOT the point
(because the point goes at the end obviously pay attention)
The point is to update all y'all about my life, yo, yes?
Erm, yes.
SO
BEHOLD
Welp, I do believe I have mentioned to the lovely blog world that HOGWARTS will be having a
HANG ON
PANDORA BREAK
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
IT IS PLAYING 500 MILES
PANDORA *KNOWS*
IT KNOWS EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
Erm, anyway.
-- will be having a Winter Ball of sorts soon. January 28th, to be precise. And a few months ago, Sally and Umbrella discussed how he was going to ask me to said ball.
But then a wild girlfriend suddenly appeared, used cuteness, and it was SUPER EFFECTIVE.
*headdesk*
So I asked Umbrella to text Sally and hint that he should ask me to the thang
and he said
he
can't
take
me
ALTHOUGH
he really wants to. Paraphrased quote: "I'd love to take her. It'd be so much fun because she's a really great girl and I really really wish I could but Auburn won't let me."
HDHSHFJSJJFHAHS
WELP
I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO SKIN HER AND TURN HER INTO SHOES THEN A LA MORIARTY
Mummy warned me that this would happen, though. And I guess that although I be upset and angry at her and stuff, I definitely understand where she's coming from.
Like, if I were dating Sally and he asked some girl who is his friend to a ball thing
I
WOULD
FIND
HER
AND
TEAR
EACH
OF
HER
HAIRS
ON
HER
HEAD
OUT
ONE
BY
ONE
THEN
TAR HER
AND FEATHER HER
AND BURN HER BODY
haha no what are you talking about I never said those things
nope
that ain't me
So yeah.
I am, as a semi-result, not going to the Winter Ball because I wasn't planning to go unless he asked me, so...
HAHA GUYS I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE GOOD NEWS
Last weekend, I met up with ALL the kids. And when I say "all"...
Yeah. I saw Sally again for the first time in two months last Saturday.
(also I met up with Katherine and Pangolin on Sunday but that's a different story)
It was great. Really. GREAT. (although he did text Auburn quite a lot during said event)
We hugged a total of four times over the course of the evening.
Erm, first time, he was just getting out of the car and I was having an "OH NO OKAY RELAX" moment and everyone else was like "yay Salamander *hug*" and I was like "eep" but then we hugged and he was like "It's been how long?" and my brain voice was like
SHUT
DOWN
EVERYTHING
DO NOT
I REPEAT
DO NOT
SAY "two months one day one hour" LIKE YOU WANT TO
So I said "eh, two months?" and he said "two months? Three months?" and it was great because OMG HE NOTICED THAT WE HADN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN AAAAAAGES
Then he hugged me to thank me for his Christmas present and to make me feel better about something and to say bye.
Yaaaaaaay
It was a great evening and I'm glad it happened.
So meh dadd and stepmumther are flying in tomorrow and we're spending the four-day weekend together so that should be fun
but *unpopular opinion* means I can't see da kidz again for a week BUT IT'S SALLY'S BIRTHDAY IN TWO WEEKS FROM TOMORROW WHEE
So, I probably forgot a bunch of things-- like, it's finals week so I only had and have school until 1 this entire week and on Tuesday I didn't even have to go to school and today I had a half day-- but maybe I'll blog them later because this is already a monster post.
SO
BYE KIDS
DON'T BE LIKE ME
DON'T MOPE
K
a point

I promise I will make a real post tomorrow.

Until then...
This is a thing I stole from Katherine's blog. Enjoy.
-Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
"Falling' For You," "Eight Days A Week," "A Hard Day's Night," "If I Had You," "This Is Me," "Cry Me Out."
-If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Erm... David Tennant.
-Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"Ingredients for a successful new business."
-What do you think about most?
Erm, Doctor Who and Salamander *facepalm*
-What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"WHY THANK YOU! I AGREE."
-What’s your strangest talent?
I can identify a song from hearing less than a second of its middle.
-Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
Are confusing. Are confusing.
-Ever had a poem or song written about you?
ABSOLUTELY NOT although I write songs and/or poems about people sometimes.
-When is the last time you played the air guitar?
This morning.
-Do you have any strange phobias?
Frank the bunny from Donnie Darko. Having two shadows. Anuptiophobia. Little children asking for their mummy. Statues of angels.
-What’s your religion?
Atheist/Pastafarian.
-If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Begging to go back inside. Complaining.
-Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Neither.
-Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Was The Ready Set, the Beatles, and the Jonas Brothers, now probably Chameleon Circuit and Hot Chelle Rae and Glaze and Ladytron.
-What was the last lie you told?
"I'm not sad."
-Do you believe in karma?
I joke about it a lot, but probably not really...
-What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
My heart and my fast temper; my faith in humanity/the Doctor (LOLJK probably my ability to go along with things.)
-Who is your celebrity crush?
DAVID TENNANT and Devon Bostick.
-How do you vent your anger?
Cry.
-Do you have a collection of anything?
Quarters. Toy owls. Creepy baby dolls. Fingerless gloves. Stuffed animals. Harry Potter and Harry Potter-related books. Various fandom things. Whimsical pins.
-Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Chat online. I hate talking on the phone. Sorry.
-Are you happy with person you’ve become?
No.
-What’s a sound you love?
My phone buzzing when I get a text LOL I AM SUCH A MATERIALISTIC PIG
-What’s your biggest “what if”?
What if I became Internet famous?
-Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts, no. Aliens, yes, definitely (DOCTORRRRRR).
-Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
A pen; my iPod charger cable.
-Smell the air. What do you smell?
Air freshener and metal.
-What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
That Hike Down Table Mountain.
-Choose East Coast or West Coast?
BOTH BOTH BOTH OH GOD PLEASE BOTH
-Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Jordan Witzigreuter?...
-To you, what is the meaning of life?
To cure humanity of its cruelty and to spread out amongst the stars.
-What’s the weather like right now?
Gloomy, damp, and cold.
What time is it?
7:17 AM.
-Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
I drove once. It scared me. But no, I'll be old enough to have a real license in two years.
-What was the last book you read?
Geektastic, probably. Or How To Live Safely in a Science Fictional Universe.
-Do you like the smell of gasoline?
I apparently used to when I was a child and it got problematic. I don't now.
-Do you have any nicknames?
Roonil. Colonel. Envy. (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
-What was the last movie you saw?
The Russian version of the Wizard of Oz...
-What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
I sliced a couple inches of my calf open once when I fell on a rusty nail in 2nd grade. I still have a scar.
-Have you ever caught a butterfly?
I don't think so...
-Do you have any obsessions right now?
DOCTOR WHO and making paintdoktahwho and Tumblr and My Little Pony and Sherlock and Rodrick from Diary of a Wimpy Kid and MemeBase and rage comics.
-Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yes. Lots.
-Do you believe in magic?
YES.
-Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Erm, depends on the misdeed.
-What is your astrological sign?
Libra.
-What’s the last thing you purchased?
Erm, a calendar for mah fraaand.
-Love or lust?
Love.
-In a relationship?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahahahaha... *goes off and cries in corner*
-How many relationships have you had?
Around negative zero divided by zero to the negative zero'th.
-Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Nope.
-Where were you yesterday?
Home. Tah Interwebs.
-Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Leftover South African money, my bathrobe, some catalog...
-What’s your favorite animal?
I love cats, I love every kind of cat, I just wanna hug all of them but I can't, can't hug every cat...
-What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
I don't have one. I just try not to be too creepy. Or I do try to be creepy, depending on the person.
-Where is your best friend?
Asleep, probably.
-What is your heritage?
Russian.
-What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Watching Doctor Who...
-Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes. I think.
-What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
"I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)" by the Proclaimers.
-In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Love and the desire to always be close to the person you love. And common interests, obvesleh.
-How can I win your heart?
Let me always be right and like the things I like and don't lead me on.
-Can insanity bring on more creativity?
YEP.
-What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Going to the school I'm going to now (HOGWARTS).
-What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
*uneasy smile* I don't know. I'll have to think about that.
-What is a saying you say a lot?
"WHOA, WACKY!"
-What’s the last song you listened to?
"Beyond Her Garden" by Glaze. <3
-Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?
Green, orange, black.
-What is your current desktop picture?
Home computer- it is familial- a South Africa trip picture. My iTouch- the TARDIS.
-If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
*shifts in chair* No one.
-What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
"Will you go to the Winter Ball with me?" not said by Sally.
-You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
The ability to meet and travel with the Doctor...
-One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Wake up.
-You can re-live any night of your life. Which night would it be?
The first time I ever went to a Dome of Secrets. Maybe.
-You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
California or New York. Or Europe.
-Do you have any relatives in jail?
Step-relatives.
-Surely if the whole world were listening you'd want to say something important. What would you tell everyone?
No more hate. Control your differences. We are all so alike underneath. Just leave each other alone or I'll just have to stop you.

WHEEEEEEE
I will try to blog properly tomorrow or later this week. Until then, my darlings!
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