Tuesday, September 20, 2011

OK, you kids, honestly. (PART 1)

I AM SO SORRY.
And this is going to be a KILLERly long blog post.
It's just that I've been swamped with school, tumblr (no, I don't have one, I just read people's tumblrs and it takes up time), hanging out with friends (which happens a lot for one reason mainly-- will discuss later), and rehearsal (!!).
Yeah, rehearsal. I'm in a show. It's pretty great for a freshman.
But let me briefly discuss End-Of-Rehearsals Syndrome.
Have you ever been in a show? If  so, have you ever noticed how the closer it gets to performance night, the more stressed out and cranky and mean-spirited and unwilling to do things everyone becomes?
Because I have.
Moving on.
SHOUTOUT TO MISTY FEATHERLAND:
NOOOOOOOOOO COME BACKKKKKKKKKKK :'( :'( :'( :'( I will mourn for you as I would for an IRL friend.
Moving on.
Who will be fired out of the cannon? My brother will be fired out of the cannon.
Moving on.
I joined the GSA (Gay-Straight Alliance) at my school and it's one of the best things I've ever been to.
However, it is at 8 in the morning.
So my mother refuses to drive me or let me go because-- I mean, she came up with a whole list of reasons of why she was confused about why I needed to go or felt like going-- it's too early.
D:<
Moving on.
THREEQUEL. HEART EXPLOSION OMG.
Moving on.
So my friends. Yeah.
Remember the *is in love* post?
Oh, yeah, and forget Wolf.
I've decided that because he is a senior (LOLWUT WAS I THINKING) and judging by what I've seen of his personality, he does not act or talk the way he looks, it would be absurd to actually like like him.
(A couple of days ago, he TALKED TO ME TWICE and
I
AIN'T
EVEN
BOVVERED.)
But yeah.
I realized-- once we all met up in a group-- that the guy from the *is in love* post could...
actually...
be...
my soulmate.
Yeah, it's cheesy, but I'll try not to talk about him super much, because I don't want this to turn into a crush blog, eww, because that thing crashed and burned like the Titanic in "Voyage of the Damned."
(Remind me to talk about that later.)
I think that even if he does go out with someone else-- God knows I'll cry, but at least he'll be happy, right?-- I'll still have our friendship.
Like the other day, he totally admitted to crying. More than once. And I went into insane comforting mode, but... I don't think there are many people-- if any at all-- that he would admit that to.
So even if he doesn't feel what I feel, we're still extremely close friends. We're about as close as a straight boy and straight girl can be without dating, I think.
And, you know, we have really, really long discussions about the Beatles, Shakespeare (we actually talk about Shakespeare a LOT. We argue over the heights of the people in Romeo and Juliet and have weepy conversations about the line "Et tu, Brute?"), what words we use (Like I said. Soulmate. First time we met, it turned out he used the word "marvy" and the word "frolick." We now fight-- not really-- over who gets what word. I currently have "groovy" and "epic," but he got "psychedelic" and something else, I forget.), the Civil War, the American Revolution, and we make up these insane stories as we go along and it makes for excellent reading.
So yeah. I totally ship our friendship. I'm SO grateful I have him as a friend. And if he wants to ask me to homecoming-- excellent.
Moving on...
YOUTUBE.
Liam Dryden FTW.
The song "LOL, Internet" is my new jam.
Also, "daleks" in Pig Latin sounds like "Alex Day." Coincidence? I DON'T THINK SO.
Moving on!!
DOCTOR WHO.
DOCTOR WHO.
DOCTOR WHO.
DOCTOR WHO.
ASDFGHJKL
I started watching it.
10 is hands-down my favorite, but 11 is great too (SPEAKING OF ELEVEN WHO SAW LAST SATURDAY'S EPISODE? *ENDLESS MY CREYES FOREVER*).
It is just the best show! (Other than My Little Pony. More about that later.)
Who here has seen the Christmas special "Voyage of the Damned" with 10?
BECAUSE I CRIED SO HARD.
You know, people say that the Doctor and Rose are the OTP of Doctor Who? I agree in many respects, but...
HE AND ASTRID COULD HAVE HAD THE BEST RELATIONSHIP OF THE SERIES EVER BUT NO SHE HAD TO DIE.
Moving on--
I must be off, so I will continue this post later!
There you go, I'm not dead [yet] :D

7 comments:

  1. AAAHHHHH! ROONIL IS AMAZING BECAUSE SHE POSTED AND I ADORE HER!
    Now I'm going to stop talking like you aren't here.
    Congrats on your play, I hope it goes spectacularly. (Spectacular and Splendid have replaced Fabulous and Fantastic in my overcharging vocabulary.) And also on joining GSA! Yay! Cool stuff, man.
    I should not be able to say "man" like that. It doesn't fit in my entire personality, man.
    I like how optimistically you speak of your relationship with your friend...I've kinda given up on even making friends or meeting guys.
    Good luck with him, too. He sounds like someone I'd want to meet. (That was totally not creepy. Just saying he sounds cool and not like a gingerbread cut-out with gel-ed blond hair. -glares at boy she would have posted about if she had a blog-)
    Threequel. I know. -combusts- Just saying, I know this won't happen, but seriously if you were to come to the threequel (I'll be there....AH) WE MUST MEET. Like, I'm not even kidding. Not at all.
    This will be a monster comment, but I just happen not to care at this point.
    Love the seriously amazing Ellie who appreciates the shoutout and is still mourning the mere thought of babble by wearing a brown striped sweatshirt and jeans. (My corseted black velvet dresses are in the wash.)

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  2. Good to know you're not ded online (yet). I'm glad you're in teh play; .....good job. (LOL WHAT IS ACT/SING FOR PEOPLE)
    I also joined the GSA. There are literally fewer than 50 people in it from our school of over 2,000. *sigh* Imma get a t-shirt and stuff.
    Seriously? No offence, but what is her problem? Does she just not want you to go? The strongest argument ever: 8 AM is too early so you shouldn't go. SERIOUSLY, WTF? I go to band at 6:30 AM every single day before school. If you care about something, YOU MAKE TIME. Good job to you. Keep going.
    Right now the freshman are obsessing over homecoming. (At the beginning of September. Only freshman do that.) Seriously, it's getting annoying. I, obviously, am not going. I will be preserving my youth and integrity by staying at Caronil's house with saar and baking brownies and watching Disney muhvies. That is 10000x more preferable than attending homecoming.
    *shivers because of the rememberance of that creep who texted me*

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  3. AHMG
    Now I have to reply to ALL the comments, otherwise Katherine will eat my soul.
    Ellie (ACK I CALLED YOU BY YOUR REAL NAME DO NOT WANT BECAUSE THEN IT MAKES IT SEEM LIKE THE INTERNET IS ACTUALLY REAL IRL)-- Yes. Threequel meetup=will happen. Even though that's breaking like the number 1 rule of the Internet-- don't meet up with people you only know online.
    Anyway.
    Yeah, he's actually a lovely person. We're really, really close and I'm... erm... not optimistic about our relationship. I mean, sometimes he says stuff which could totally be interpreted to mean he likes me, too, but I think we're just going to stay friends. But that's cool. No matter how much I may feel for him romantically, we'll always have our friendship. (ALSO I'M SEEING HIM TOMORROW ASDFGHJKL HE'S COMING TO THE SHOW) And sorry about blond hairgel boy :/ AND ABOUT BLOG :'(
    Katherine: Yeah. The GSA dilemma is absurd. But actually, that actually is the only reason she doesn't want to take me.
    Homecoming... I actually (LOL SO MANY "actually"s) do think about it a lot, which is silly because my school doesn't even have a homecoming. However, one of the girls who transferred to my school from your school has already been asked to your school's homecoming by someone from there. So.
    I may have hope.
    You can probably guess who I want to ask me.
    But the whole staying-at-home thing will probably be what happens.
    So yeah.

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  4. ahmg
    Also, I'm going to hit 2,000 hits soon.
    ASDFGHJKL IS NOT READY FOR BEING THIS FAMOUS lol lol they're probably mostly me.

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  5. Or me. I check your blog like constantly.

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  6. D'AWW.
    So I blogged like three times today for you and I may blog more later. Be GRATEFUL.
    AND NONONO YOU USING YOUR REAL NAME IS A SYMBOL OF ME LOSING MY INTERNET INNOCENCE

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